As the first stream of sunlight bleached the velvet dark sky. I witnessed the lonely darkness, which had been accompanying me since the previous night, gradually retreating and gave way to the luminious morning sun.
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Lying on my bed, I patiently waited sleep to engulf me once more like a mum embracing her child, but it never came. Indeed, sleep has deserted me ever since you left. Its occasional visit delighted me once in a while, but its often absence tormented me deeply. As I stared deep into the only picture we have taken together, I was enthralled by your beauty. Despite you have been long gone, the effect you had on me had never once diminished.
ewrrrrrrrrr
Unconciously, my mind journeyed to the day you told me of your fatal disease. "Come on, stop pulling my leg! This is not funny, ok?" I said with a slight impatience. At that moment, tears strolled down your cheeks. It didn't take long before your words alternated with sobs. How I wished then I could fling my arms around you and keep you safe in my embrace? But God forbade.
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Suddenly, back in my room, my hands felt chilly cold. They trembled slightly before an uncontrollable violent shake took over. Breathing became heavy, followed by a sharp pain in my heart. Clenching a fistful of my duvet cover, warm tears oozed out from my overdried reservior. As my heart thumbing harder, every ounce of my energy was drained out from my body, leaving me weak and feeble like an overgrown stalk. Despite going through this ritual almost every night since you were gone, the familiarity did not make it any easier for me. In fact, the heart ache that always followed after a poignant reminiscence of you, filled up the void in me, whenever I was devoid of you.
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- to be continued -
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